Eve Muirhead: 'People think I'm a steely-eyed competitor but we're all human'
For many, Eve Muirhead embodies the unyielding spirit of an elite athlete - a title that belies a more complex reality. Behind closed doors, the Britain curler wrestled with severe depression just seven months before her historic Olympic gold in Beijing.
The mental health struggles came as no surprise to those closest to Muirhead. A debrief meeting at the National Curling Centre, where senior management had little time for empathy, left her feeling desolate. "Not a trace of warmth in its walls," she recalls. The jarring encounter was followed by a toxic atmosphere, where no one checked in on her mental health.
The lowest point came after Team GB failed to qualify for the Olympics. Muirhead remembers walking into the debrief meeting with senior management feeling dejected and ashamed. She felt like "she was shit", a sentiment repeated ad infinitum.
But from those dark depths, Muirhead emerged stronger and wiser. Her experiences were not something she chose to keep hidden but instead shared unflinchingly in her autobiography, Ice Queen. The openness with which she discusses the mental health battle has been invaluable, allowing others to confront their own struggles.
Now as chef de mission for Team GB at the upcoming Winter Olympics in Milan Cortina, Muirhead is determined to bring about change. There's no hiding the excitement and passion that burns within her voice as she considers the opportunities ahead. "We've got some fantastically talented athletes, and we're doing all we can to create the perfect platform for them to perform," she says.
The stakes are high with so many medals up for grabs, particularly in men's and mixed curling events. However, Muirhead is not one to shy away from challenges and believes that her expertise will help British athletes gain an edge over their competitors.
While some athletes might benefit from the guidance of someone like Eve Muirhead, others may need more than just coaching - they require a listening ear, empathy and understanding.
For many, Eve Muirhead embodies the unyielding spirit of an elite athlete - a title that belies a more complex reality. Behind closed doors, the Britain curler wrestled with severe depression just seven months before her historic Olympic gold in Beijing.
The mental health struggles came as no surprise to those closest to Muirhead. A debrief meeting at the National Curling Centre, where senior management had little time for empathy, left her feeling desolate. "Not a trace of warmth in its walls," she recalls. The jarring encounter was followed by a toxic atmosphere, where no one checked in on her mental health.
The lowest point came after Team GB failed to qualify for the Olympics. Muirhead remembers walking into the debrief meeting with senior management feeling dejected and ashamed. She felt like "she was shit", a sentiment repeated ad infinitum.
But from those dark depths, Muirhead emerged stronger and wiser. Her experiences were not something she chose to keep hidden but instead shared unflinchingly in her autobiography, Ice Queen. The openness with which she discusses the mental health battle has been invaluable, allowing others to confront their own struggles.
Now as chef de mission for Team GB at the upcoming Winter Olympics in Milan Cortina, Muirhead is determined to bring about change. There's no hiding the excitement and passion that burns within her voice as she considers the opportunities ahead. "We've got some fantastically talented athletes, and we're doing all we can to create the perfect platform for them to perform," she says.
The stakes are high with so many medals up for grabs, particularly in men's and mixed curling events. However, Muirhead is not one to shy away from challenges and believes that her expertise will help British athletes gain an edge over their competitors.
While some athletes might benefit from the guidance of someone like Eve Muirhead, others may need more than just coaching - they require a listening ear, empathy and understanding.