For Hastings, Becoming a Father is Bittersweet as He Returns to Super League
Jackson Hastings' life was set to take an extraordinary turn this year with the birth of his daughter Scottie. However, just three months later, tragedy struck when his mother passed away, leaving him navigating a world without her.
The St Helens star has been through various emotions since his mum's death, but he is now determined to honor her throughout his rugby league career. Hastings reflected on how much his mother loved her grandchildren, particularly Scottie, and the impact she had on his life.
"My whole footy journey is about honouring my mum," Hastings said. "It's not just about football, it's about making sure her legacy lives on."
The loss of his mother has taken a toll on Hastings, who admitted that controlling his anger was one area he needed to work on. He also talked about the difficult emotions he struggled with after losing someone so close to him.
"It's hard to put into words," he said. "I think until you go through it, you don't really know how to deal with it."
Despite his struggles, Hastings has found solace in the memories of his mother and the impact she had on his life. The last memory he shared of his mum was one that broke his heart but also motivated him for the future.
"Around four days before her death, I FaceTimed her," Hastings said. "She looked like a shell of herself, which wasn't her normal self. That's why it broke my heart."
Hastings' mother had been an incredible support system throughout his career, and he cherishes the memories they made together. He is now more determined than ever to become a better role model for his family.
"I wouldn't have asked for anyone else to be my mum," Hastings said. "If my kids look at me in the same vein as I looked at my mum, then I know she'll be looking down on me proud."
As he prepares to return to Super League with St Helens, Hastings is using his mother's memory to fuel his determination and motivation. The loss of his mother has been tough, but it also gives him a sense of purpose and drive.
"It's sad because the last memory I have of her is that," Hastings said. "But it also fuels me to become better."
Jackson Hastings' life was set to take an extraordinary turn this year with the birth of his daughter Scottie. However, just three months later, tragedy struck when his mother passed away, leaving him navigating a world without her.
The St Helens star has been through various emotions since his mum's death, but he is now determined to honor her throughout his rugby league career. Hastings reflected on how much his mother loved her grandchildren, particularly Scottie, and the impact she had on his life.
"My whole footy journey is about honouring my mum," Hastings said. "It's not just about football, it's about making sure her legacy lives on."
The loss of his mother has taken a toll on Hastings, who admitted that controlling his anger was one area he needed to work on. He also talked about the difficult emotions he struggled with after losing someone so close to him.
"It's hard to put into words," he said. "I think until you go through it, you don't really know how to deal with it."
Despite his struggles, Hastings has found solace in the memories of his mother and the impact she had on his life. The last memory he shared of his mum was one that broke his heart but also motivated him for the future.
"Around four days before her death, I FaceTimed her," Hastings said. "She looked like a shell of herself, which wasn't her normal self. That's why it broke my heart."
Hastings' mother had been an incredible support system throughout his career, and he cherishes the memories they made together. He is now more determined than ever to become a better role model for his family.
"I wouldn't have asked for anyone else to be my mum," Hastings said. "If my kids look at me in the same vein as I looked at my mum, then I know she'll be looking down on me proud."
As he prepares to return to Super League with St Helens, Hastings is using his mother's memory to fuel his determination and motivation. The loss of his mother has been tough, but it also gives him a sense of purpose and drive.
"It's sad because the last memory I have of her is that," Hastings said. "But it also fuels me to become better."