‘Scary, cold, hungry and lonely’: Volunteer soldier shares experience on front line | CNN

Confronting the Demons of War: A Young Volunteer's Harrowing Experience in Ukraine

The stark reality of life as a volunteer soldier is not one that can be easily put into words, but for Akula, it's a story he feels compelled to share with the world. As a young man who joined the fight against Russian invasion at the very beginning, he now finds himself grappling with the trauma of war.

His experiences on the front lines were brutal - the biting cold seeping into his bones as the sound of gunfire echoed in the distance; the rumble of artillery shook the ground beneath him; and the constant din of chaos left him feeling disoriented. The hunger pangs that gnawed at his stomach only added to the weight of each day, a harsh reminder of the world's fragility.

Akula's most profound struggle, however, lies not with the physical hardships but with the psychological toll they have taken on his mental health. As he recounted his ordeal to CNN journalist David McKenzie, it became clear that the lines between soldier and civilian had blurred, leaving him feeling lonely and disconnected from the world he once knew.

"A day is 12 hours of fear," Akula shared in an emotional interview. "When you are alone with your own thoughts during this time, and there's no escape – it can be scary and overwhelming." These words encapsulate the surreal quality of war, where terror and loneliness become intertwined, leaving even the bravest warriors questioning their purpose.

The echoes of war linger long after the battles have ceased. For Akula and countless others like him, finding a path to healing is a journey fraught with peril, one that demands courage and support in equal measure. As his story serves as a poignant reminder, the scars of war run far deeper than any wound, and the road to recovery is often paved with the quiet struggles of those who have fought for their countries.
 
🤕 War stories like Akula's are super intense & I can only imagine how hard it must've been for him to go through. The idea that 12 hours of fear is a normal part of his daily life is, honestly, mind-blowing 🤯. It's crazy that the lines between soldier and civilian got blurred in his head, making him feel lonely & disconnected from everything he knew 🌎.

I'm not saying I'd join a volunteer army or anything, but it's definitely opened my eyes to the harsh realities of war 💥. The fact that these young people are having to deal with PTSD & mental health issues on top of physical injuries is just heartbreaking ❤️. I hope more resources are made available for them to cope & recover from their experiences 🤝.

I also wish there was more support for volunteers like Akula, who's now sharing his story with the world 💬. It's not always easy talking about trauma & vulnerability, but it can really help others feel less alone in their struggles 🤗.
 
I gotta say, I'm still trying to wrap my head around this whole volunteering in war thing... 🤯 The thought of being on the front lines, surrounded by all that chaos and destruction, it just doesn't seem like something you can "get over" easily, you know? It's one thing to watch documentaries about it, but to actually be there and experience it firsthand... that's a whole different story. 🤕 And what really gets me is how the lines between soldier and civilian can get so blurred, leaving people feeling all alone and disconnected from the world they knew before. That just sounds really tough to deal with, mentally speaking. 💔 I mean, we're always talking about PTSD and all that, but it's one thing to see it in the news and another thing entirely to be living through it. It's a harsh reminder of just how fragile life can be... 🌪️
 
Man, this guy Akula's story is just so heartbreaking 🤕. I mean, can you imagine being in a situation like that, knowing you're fighting for your country but also feeling super alone and disconnected from the world? It's crazy how war affects people's mental health, you know? It's not just about the physical stuff, it's about the emotional toll too.

And I feel bad for guys like Akula who are still trying to process everything they've been through. They're like, "What do I do now?" or "How do I deal with these feelings?" And honestly, I don't know if there's a right answer 🤔. But one thing's for sure: we gotta be supportive and understanding towards them, you feel? They're not just warriors, they're human beings too.

I also think it's interesting how Akula's story highlights the blurred lines between soldier and civilian life. It's like, what happens when you come back from war? Do you get to go back to being a normal person or is that even possible anymore? 🤷‍♂️ I guess that's why we need more conversations like this one, where people can share their experiences and help break down the stigma around mental health.
 
I cant imagine what its like to go through something like that 😩. Its clear that Akula has been through some really dark times, and its great that he's speaking out about it. I think its so important for us to listen and support people who have gone through traumatic experiences, especially when they're trying to process everything in their minds 🤯. War is just so devastating, and it affects not just the person fighting but also their loved ones back home 💔. Its like Akula said, a day can feel like 12 hours of fear 😓, and its amazing that he's finding the courage to share his story with us 👏.
 
🤕 Watching Akula's interview made me think about how mental health can be just as messed up as physical injuries after being in a war zone 🤯. I mean, he said that 12 hours out of every day is basically fear mode, and it's not even the actual fighting that gets to him, but the loneliness and disconnection from everything else 🌎. It's like, we think about soldiers as being so strong and brave, but what about when they get back home and can't cope with the world anymore? 🤷‍♂️ I wish more ppl would talk about this stuff, because it's not just the physical wounds that need healing, but also our mental scars 💔. We gotta support these soldiers, and everyone else who's been through trauma, or we'll never be able to truly heal #MentalHealthMatters #WarTrauma #HealingIsKey
 
I'm so moved by Akula's story 🤯 it's like he's still trapped in that nightmare. I mean, can you imagine being alone with your thoughts 24/7? No escape from the fear and the uncertainty. It's crazy to think about how war affects people on a psychological level.

You know what really gets me is how hard it is for soldiers to adjust back to civilian life after going through all that trauma 💔. I mean, they're still dealing with the physical stuff, but it's like their whole identity has been stripped away. It's heartbreaking to think about Akula struggling to feel connected to the world again.

We need more stories like this shared publicly so people can understand the true cost of war and how it affects not just the soldiers, but also their loved ones 🤝. We should be supporting these veterans more, not just financially, but emotionally too. It's time we acknowledge that healing is a journey, not a destination 🌈.
 
💔 I'm so moved by Akula's story it's like he's speaking straight to my soul I mean can you even imagine being in a situation where your whole world is war all day every day? The loneliness must be crushing at times knowing you're fighting for your country but feeling disconnected from everyone and everything else. And the mental health struggles that come with it... it's just not something you can prepare for 🤯 I think we need to do more to support our veterans when they get back home, like proper therapy and counseling, and a real sense of community 👫 They're not just heroes, they're human beings who deserve care and compassion. 💕
 
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