‘Scary, cold, hungry and lonely’: Volunteer soldier shares experience on front line | CNN

British Volunteer Describes Traumatic Experience Fighting in Ukraine

A 20-year-old volunteer soldier from the UK, who enlisted at the start of Russia's invasion of Ukraine, is struggling to cope with the psychological toll of war. Akula, whose real name has not been disclosed for security reasons, shared his harrowing experiences on the front lines with CNN.

The young soldier described fighting in freezing temperatures, where frostbite and hypothermia became a constant threat. He recalled the eerie silence of no man's land, punctuated only by the sound of gunfire and artillery blasts. Akula also spoke about the harsh conditions inside the trenches, where soldiers were often hungry and thirsty for days on end.

But it was the psychological strain that had the most profound impact on him. "It was scary, cold, hungry and lonely," Akula said, his voice shaking with emotion. "I never thought I'd experience such feelings in my life." He described the trauma of witnessing the brutal effects of war firsthand, including the loss of comrades and civilians caught in the crossfire.

Akula's experiences have taken a significant toll on his mental health. "After leaving Ukraine, I felt lost and disconnected from everything," he explained. "I started to question whether I had made the right decision in joining the military." The young soldier has been receiving counseling to cope with the trauma and is slowly rebuilding his life.

Akula's story highlights the often-overlooked human cost of conflict, where soldiers are sent to fight without adequate support or preparation for the psychological demands of war. As he continues to rebuild his life, Akula hopes that others will learn from his experiences and be more cautious about the risks involved in volunteering for military service.
 
I'm so worried about these young people putting themselves through this 💔. I mean, back in my day, we didn't have all these fancy video games to distract us from reality, but we still had our own struggles like poverty and war 🤕. At least the soldiers back then weren't expected to handle the psychological stuff on their own... I just wish more people knew what's really going on over there before they sign up for those volunteer programs 🙏. It's not all about patriotism, it's about making sure these kids are prepared for what they're getting themselves into 💪.
 
🤕 it's so sad to hear about Akula's experience fighting in Ukraine... 20 yrs old is way too young to be dealing with trauma like this 🤯 he deserves all the support & care he can get, mental health is just as important as physical health 💔 gotta think about the risks of volunteering for military service, maybe more resources & training needed for volunteers before sending them off 💡
 
omg i cant even imagine fighting in freezing temps with frostbite & hypothermia 🥶💀 thats insane! but like seriously tho, akulas story is really scary & heartbreaking 😭 he went thru so much trauma & its crazy how mental health can affect u after experiencing war 💔 i feel bad for him that he's struggling to cope & feels lost after leaving ukraine 🤕 but hope he finds peace & stability soon ❤️
 
I'm telling ya, something fishy is going on here 🤑. This kid, Akula, joins the fight in Ukraine and suddenly he's got PTSD? It's like they're trying to make an example out of him 💔. And what's with all this secrecy about his real name? Are they hiding something from us? 🤐

I mean, think about it, Russia's invasion was totally unprovoked, right? So why are we sending our kids to fight in some foreign war zone without even thinking about the long-term effects on their mental health? It's all just a big cover-up, if you ask me 🚫. And what about all the other soldiers who might be struggling with similar issues and aren't getting the help they need? Something doesn't add up here...
 
Omg did you see that guy's story on CNN?? 🤯 I'm literally shaking thinking about how cold and scary it must've been for him to fight in Ukraine 😨 His experience is like, so sobering and makes me really grateful for my own life 💕 I mean, can you even imagine having to witness the loss of comrades and civilians like that? 🤕 It's wild that he's still struggling with PTSD after leaving Ukraine 🌪️ Like, what even is he supposed to do now? 🤔 Anyway, let this be a lesson to all the aspiring volunteers out there: think twice before jumping into military service without proper prep 🚨💥 #UkraineConflict #WarTrauma
 
OMG, this is so heavy 🤕... I can only imagine how scared & alone Akula must've felt on the front lines 🌫️💀. 20 years old to go through that kinda trauma? 💔 it's just not right. He deserves all the help & support possible 🤗. I feel like we should be more aware of the mental health impact of wars & conflicts, you know? It's not just about winning or losing, but also about the humans involved 💕.
 
I'm not sure I buy this story 🤔. 20 years old to join the military? That's young, even for a volunteer. How much training did he really get? And what kind of "counseling" is he getting now? Sounds like some PR spin to me 💼. I need more info on his background and the specific circumstances of his deployment before I believe this guy's story 📝.
 
You know I feel so bad for this young guy Akula 🤕. War's not just a battlefield, it's mental too. He fought in freezing temps, like, no joke ❄️. And those trenches, oh man... they sound like some kinda nightmare 😱. But the worst part is the loneliness and what he saw on the front lines. I mean, who can even process that kind of stuff? 🤯

It's crazy how we romanticize volunteering for military service, you know? It's not all heroics and patriotism, it's real life with real risks 💔. And these kids are just trying to do their part, but they're not prepared for the mental toll 🤷‍♂️. We should be thanking them for serving, but also making sure they get the support they need after it's all over ❤️.

We can't forget about the human cost of conflict, and Akula's story is a harsh reminder of that 💔. We gotta take care of our soldiers, both physically and mentally 🏥. I just hope his experience helps others think twice before joining up for military service 🤝.
 
I feel so bad for this young dude 🤕, he's been through way too much already. I mean, can you imagine freezing your butt off on the front lines with no end to the fighting in sight ❄️? And the sound of gunfire and artillery blasts everywhere... it's like something out of a horror movie 😱.

But what really gets me is that everyone's always talking about the bravery of soldiers, but nobody ever thinks about the mental health toll it takes on them 🤯. I think we should be giving these guys way more support and resources to deal with PTSD and all that jazz 💪.

I'm not saying he didn't make a mistake by joining up (we don't know the whole story, right? 🤔), but come on... let's give this guy some credit for putting himself in harm's way for someone else's country ❤️. He might be struggling to cope now, but maybe he'll find a new path and make a difference in a different way ✨.
 
Ugh, this just gives me chills... 🙅‍♂️ I remember when I was 20, I volunteered to help out during the Haiti disaster relief efforts, and it was a real eye-opener for me too. The conditions were tough, but at least we had each other for support. These young soldiers are going through way more than what I went through... 🤕 It's crazy how some things never change, though - we're still sending people to fight without proper care and consideration for their mental health. Back in the day, we used to talk about this kind of thing all the time on chat rooms and forums... now it seems like we're just trying to figure it out as we go along... 😕
 
I'm so worried about this young guy Akula, what's wrong with the gov't that they send people like him into a war zone? He was just 20 when he enlisted, that's crazy! I remember reading about how the UK Army prepared soldiers for deployment back in 2015... they gave them a "buddy system" to help cope with stress, and regular checks on their mental health. Nowadays it seems like they're sending people out without proper support 🤯😔
 
I'm genuinely saddened by this young guy's story 🤕. I can only imagine how tough it must've been for him, fighting in freezing temps and dealing with all that psychological strain 😩. It's crazy to think he's still trying to process everything he saw & experienced over there... I hope he gets the best support possible from the authorities & his own people 🤗. We need more stories like this to bring attention to the mental health of soldiers, 'cause it's not just about physical injuries 😔.
 
ugh I cant even imagine fighting in freezing temps no frostbite or hypothermia sounds like a nightmare 🥶👀 but what really gets me is how traumatized he is after witnessing all that violence and loss Akula's story is so sad and it just makes me think about how we take for granted our own safety back home 🙏💔 I wish he got more support from the military and gov't before leaving Ukraine tho, it would've helped him a lot more 😔
 
omg i just had the craziest thought while reading this... have you guys ever noticed how some coffee shops are super comfy but still kinda bland? like they have all these fancy chairs but the atmosphere is just so... neutral 🤔👀 anyway, back to Akula's story... it's wild how much trauma a young person can go through in such a short time. i feel bad for him, and i hope he gets the help he needs 😞. ugh, war is just so... complicated 🌪️
 
🤕 oh man, this is so heartbreaking 🤕. I'm literally getting chills thinking about it... 20 years old fighting in freezing temps, witnessing comrades get hurt or worse... no wonder he's struggling to cope 🤯. like, we can't even begin to imagine what he went through, and yet we expect him to just be fine? 🙅‍♂️ it's so not cool that the military didn't prepare him for the psychological toll of war... all those poor kids, being sent to fight without adequate support or prep 🤕.
 
man i feel so bad for this guy akula 🤕 what a traumatic experience fighting in ukraine it's crazy how he had to deal with frostbite & hypothermia while still witnessing brutal effects of war his story is a reminder that soldiers are people too not just robots in uniform 🚑😔
 
omg u gotta feel 4 this young dude akula rn 💔 he went thru so much in ukraine & now hes strugglin with mental health 🤕 it's like, we gotta support ppl who fight 4 our countries but also acknowledge the trauma they go thru 🙏 and btw why do ppl not talk about psychological trauma when they come back? 🤷‍♀️ akula's story is a big reminder that war affects ppl in ways we can't even imagine 💥
 
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