A journey into solitude: how photographing nature saved a man's soul
In the depths of the Yorkshire Dales, 25 years ago, John Arnison embarked on an unexpected quest to capture the essence of nature through his lens. What began as an attempt to establish a distinct photographic style soon evolved into an all-consuming passion that has shaped the rest of his life.
As someone who had struggled with depression and anxiety since his teenage years, photography became an escape for Arnison – a way to momentarily escape the complexities of his inner world. "I think taking pictures has kept me going," he says. "And I think the waterfalls in particular have saved me."
Arnison's fascination with waterfalls led him to venture into the darkness of the Yorkshire Dales, Teesside, and Cumbria, capturing over 150 images over the past decade and a half. His nocturnal excursions, often solo, allowed him to disconnect from the world and reconnect with nature.
For Arnison, photography is not just about technical skill or artistic expression; it's an emotional balm that soothes his soul. He describes the process of capturing these images as "cathartic" – a moment where he can focus solely on the present, leaving behind his inner demons.
As he navigates the rugged landscape under starry skies, Arnison finds solace in the silence and darkness. Unlike the chaos of city life, which can be overwhelming for him, the natural world provides a sense of comfort and normalcy.
Arnison's work is precious to him, as evidenced by his decision to preserve every negative in a fireproof case at home. "If anything happened to those negatives," he notes, "I couldn't recreate them. I could photograph them again, but it wouldn't be the same."
At 63, Arnison shows no signs of slowing down, despite the physical demands of his nocturnal pursuits. While he acknowledges that there will come a time when he'll need assistance, he remains determined to continue his creative journey.
His ultimate goal is to publish his work as a book, possibly accompanied by poetry from northern writers. For Arnison, this would be a dream come true – not just for the recognition but also for the possibility of connecting with others who might find solace in his images. "If anyone could look at it and take something helpful from it," he says, "then I'd feel really proud."
In the depths of the Yorkshire Dales, 25 years ago, John Arnison embarked on an unexpected quest to capture the essence of nature through his lens. What began as an attempt to establish a distinct photographic style soon evolved into an all-consuming passion that has shaped the rest of his life.
As someone who had struggled with depression and anxiety since his teenage years, photography became an escape for Arnison – a way to momentarily escape the complexities of his inner world. "I think taking pictures has kept me going," he says. "And I think the waterfalls in particular have saved me."
Arnison's fascination with waterfalls led him to venture into the darkness of the Yorkshire Dales, Teesside, and Cumbria, capturing over 150 images over the past decade and a half. His nocturnal excursions, often solo, allowed him to disconnect from the world and reconnect with nature.
For Arnison, photography is not just about technical skill or artistic expression; it's an emotional balm that soothes his soul. He describes the process of capturing these images as "cathartic" – a moment where he can focus solely on the present, leaving behind his inner demons.
As he navigates the rugged landscape under starry skies, Arnison finds solace in the silence and darkness. Unlike the chaos of city life, which can be overwhelming for him, the natural world provides a sense of comfort and normalcy.
Arnison's work is precious to him, as evidenced by his decision to preserve every negative in a fireproof case at home. "If anything happened to those negatives," he notes, "I couldn't recreate them. I could photograph them again, but it wouldn't be the same."
At 63, Arnison shows no signs of slowing down, despite the physical demands of his nocturnal pursuits. While he acknowledges that there will come a time when he'll need assistance, he remains determined to continue his creative journey.
His ultimate goal is to publish his work as a book, possibly accompanied by poetry from northern writers. For Arnison, this would be a dream come true – not just for the recognition but also for the possibility of connecting with others who might find solace in his images. "If anyone could look at it and take something helpful from it," he says, "then I'd feel really proud."